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Ahad, 18 September 2011

saya xmo tunang

gedik kn??? hari tue gedik nk bertunang.. skang gedik xnk bertunang lak..
ea sy mmg nk bertunang... tp xtaw nape ttiba ase mcm xnk lak...
da cakap da pn kat en.pkwe...siap ckp lam nada serius n this decision not becos mengedik mntk kena sepak ke ap kn..nie btol2 neh. si dia terkojut..ea la, supposed to be aku la blk gile gembira sbb bley kte every n each second aci call je tny bla nk kawen. en.pkwe bilang,' abg nk tunang..kan da decide,' owh.. ingtkn dia gembira aku meng-offer-kan status not-yet-to-be-tied, rupa nye dia siyes nk tunang. eh...erk.. nie bukan propaganda tok menguji en.pkwe either dia siye ke x. mmg aku xnk..i feel not ready...yet.

aku bilang la aku xnk,n dia still ckp dia nk tunang next year. huh...tunang la sorg!!! ops..ops.. aku xde der nk ckp cm ni..nk kne bye2?? pastu aku yg meroyan, blk kampung hari2 siram pokok bunga plastik sbb da mereng. ok,over!! dia tny la why?? so aku ckp la i'm not ready. ap lagi kuar la hujah2 yang mmg xley d sangkal pn kbenaranye tuh. btol ap dia ckp...benda lambat lg..mid year taon depan kot..it about a year lg, so bley jea get ready. but then smbil nangis2 aku ckp susah...ea saya taw sy ratu air mata,drama queen..huh!

family aku kat kelantan.. memula aku ingt nk srh akk dtg cni tok wat preparation nt. but then, laki akk aku sakit..which is TENAT, BIL aku ad kenser. huhuhu..xkan aku nk pentingkan diri srh akk aku tinggal kn laki dia yang tengah sakit n uruskan hal aku?? no no no...so dengan kata lain aku kne uruskan sorg.. all the this, my baju,my hantaran,my everything. ea aku taw...bnd kecik jea,tunang je kot. tp aku taw aku...nk buat keputusan tok pilih sepasang kasut pn aku menangis2 sroh en.pkwe pilihkan sbb aku gile ngeri xtaw pilih sendiri a.k.a human with no...erk...sense??or taste?? whateva la...i cant trust my taste,bkn not gud tp tooooo expansive,memerlukan pengorbanan duit yg sgt byk..not me la kn?? aku akn bli brg yg memurah gile di mana en.pkwe akn ckp jgn la berkira sgt..bli la yg elok cket. tp tu lah...klo ikot taste aku..memang melangkau kedalaman poket,kalo ikot akal pendek aku nie..mmg murah semurahnya la...

aku xtaw cm ne..aku pikir,pikir,pikir n pikir...tp xde solution. mcm baju..aku nak tempah..aku nak wane peach which is not pinkish peach..but peachy pink or peachy orange lbey kuang la. ok, tang kaler mngkin not the problem la...en.pkwe pn da ckp ok. xnk yg too heavy with the beads yada yada but not too simple like nt org yg dtg tercarik2 which one yg nk tunang neh memandangkan i'm not so stunning kn. blom masuk bab design cm ne kn?? pastu pk blk,nie bju tunang je kot..so xyah la design pelik2 with all the train all the trail. tp i heart skirt maxi cut chiffon...sy nak skirt itu no matter what, tp xkan baju kurung nk di padankan ngn kain cam tuh..mmg x sesuai la kn?? bertambah pening. blom masuk bab kain lagi..chiffon,beaded chiffon, lace.. all the fabric yg ntah pape tuh.

tue baru baju..blom lg bab hantaran...da ckp ngn dia brg2 hantaran tok tunang more to foods jea.. nt kawen bru pk nk mengabiskan duit,tu pn kalo ad duit tok d habiskan. nt nk g usha bunga tok dulang hantaran tu ngn sape?? ngn dia?? xnk r....susah!!!mcm2...nk itu nk ini, kmudian xjd..kemudian nk..last2 otak meletup kepala berkecai..cant think at all...so xnk tunang!

ok...ni bkn kisah majlis tunang pn nk gah bagai...nie kisah nk wat majlis tunang yg simple pn aku ase susah.
cma dat baju sile jgn bagi komen 'ala baju kurung moden biasa sudah!!! g jea beli yg da siap,xpn srh je mn2 tailor jahit,suma tailor ley jahit kurung moden,' ok....not helping here! di ulangi aku nak skirt chiffon maxi cut, if dat skirt masuk ngan dat kurung moden...so ok,i'll make it wit no fuss. n aku xnk pn ade perincian meriah bling2 sume...but then en.pkwe bilang, 'la....itu rupa nye,dah2...jgn nangis(smbil tepuk2 kepala), mak abg kn ad,makcik abg ad...nenek abg ad,nt bla da smpai masa bley je kte ajk dorang g usha kaen ke, carik kedai tailor ke...jgn risau lah,' erk....bley ke?? sy kayu? sy takut bla berdepan ngn sy nye parents-in-law-will-be, mcm ade aura menakutkan jea...huhuhu....

ea sy jeles tgk org lain ngn dorg nye PILWB or dorg nye MILWB, sbb sy nak bercakap ngn mak en.pkwe pn da mengeletar sbb mak dia pn xde nk byk cakap ngn sy...memula sy pikir mak dia x suka sy... siyes, sedeh ok!!tp dia ckp mak dia mmg cm tu...so sila la byk cakap ngn mak dia, bukak any topic...
erk...kelu!! wlo kat opis aku la paling kecoh smpai bos dok terintai2 aku ley sengeh je kat bos mcm kekecohan aku tu adalah heavens..tp bla ngn PILWB,aku sgt kekwat...ade satu virus tertanam kat kepala aku nie...meh kte berkenalan ngn dat virus. its name was....virus-dorg x suka aku. siyes susah nk buang..
smpai en.pkwe da touching ngn aku ckp aku had bad impression,tanggapan buruk kat mak bapak dia. bukan la..i feel like i not worth to be with u but i want to be with u...huhuhu... i want to throw away dat virus thing.. i dont wanna kept it bcos one day i will live under same roof with them...huhuhhuhu...adakah ini di nama kan..
permasalahan antara menantu n mertua?? tp aku rasa nie sbb xknl maka x cinta, da kenal tp not enough time spending to know each other la kot...erm, his nenek sgt baik..aku suka!! hahaha...sbb nenek dia byk cakap, byk bercerita so aku ase kurang kekwat..

huhuhu..da nk kawen nie...so harus pikir jalan gi mana mau buang the virus thing...i can do it. td en.pkwe merajuk sbb aku ckp xnk g raya uma dia taon nie...aku ralat,aku ase kekwat gila even da byk kali g uma dia. his mom n dad sgt ok...sgt baik, i think it only me yg bermasalah...ea la,da nama nye dat virus thing bsarang lam kepala hangguk aku neh...mmg aku je la yg bermasalah.. hm....harus pg beraya wlo kekwat camane skali pn ase...wlo ketaq lutut, wlo janggal...demi pkwe tercinta n demi bangsa yg di sanjung tinggi..eh? bukan...demi membina ikatan kekeluargaan bersama...

la...lari topik, erm...so en.pkwe kte itu jgn risau la, when the times come...bla da gtaw kat his parents..
dorang xde la lepas tangan...so bley mntk dorang nye suggestion for my side... insyaAllah...
majlis pertunangan akn d teruska..bila? bila dia da gtaw his parents..dia da bersedia tok berikatan, tp msh blom bsedia tok bgtaw parents dia, erk....sbb awl lagi, eheh.....

ini peach kan?? sgt suka... 
skang nie trend kain duyung ke?? ase dr aku zaman skola da ade
kain duyung...tp mmg cantek tgk b2b nye baju kawen...
sy blom mau kawen so perlu pk baju simple2 aje...



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