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Sabtu, 5 Mac 2011

nape ea?

kedit to pakcik google
nape ea??
saye cinta awk tnpa syarat
tp cinta awk penuh bsyarat???


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merajuk

sorry lah.
kte x nak ckp ngan awk bile awk call
kte x bls msj awk.
slalu nye, klo kte merajuk, kte still angkat call awk kn?
kte still bls msj awk...wlo ms tue kte sdey sgt.
tp hari nie kte da xley ckp ngn awk n bls msj awk.
xtaw la klo awk penah pikir kte nie awek yg suka myusahkan awk
tp spanjang 3 taun kte kapel, awk x penah susah2 pujuk saye pn kan.
kte rase tue da myenangkan awk.
awk just ckp sorry, kte da ckp ok...wlo ms tue kte msh ase sdey.
tp kte simpan lam atie je. sbb kte xnk awk meluat ngn perangai kte.
klo kte ckp awk langsung x consider kte, awk akn ckp blk
kte pnh ke consider perasaan awk. kte selalu consider psl awk
mungkin awk x perasaan kot. xpe lah...

tp hari nie....kte xde kekuatan nak bpura2 lg....
just bg kte masa key?
nt kte akan baek sndiri...mcm slalu.
awk taw kte x suka org janji ngn kte tp xley tunaikan kan?
tp awk buat gak.
maap kan kte ea....kte mmg pelik.
awk xyah susah2, xyah risau2....nt kte akn ok sndiri.
xtaw la klo awk ade risaukan kte ke x.

tp hr nie kte nak gtaw awk sumthing.
kte benci awk.
sbb awk,kte buang ego kte
sbb awk, kte byk mengalah.
sbb awk, kte da byk berubah.
kte sgt benci awk...sbb kte senang sgt nak maap kan awk.
kte benci awk...sbb kte sangat sayang awk.
nape kte sgt syg awk ea???? benci btol la!

awk slalu cube nak mceriakan keadaan.
tp awk lupa ke, care awk tue mcm nk lari dr masalah.
awk slalu gtaw kte, jgn lari dr masalah.
jgn...bpura2. tp awk slalu cm tue, change de topik
mcm xde pape y blaku, sket pn x hirau
kte yg ngah cedey nie.
awk taw x, awk la pakwe yg xtaw nak pujuk awek sndiri
awk la pkwe yg xtaw nak surprise awek sndiri.
tp...kte ttp gak la syg awk.
kte xnk puji awk kt cni...sbb kte ngah merajuk.
so....xnak cite nape kte sgt syg awk.
name pn ngah merajuk, why i must praise u!!
hurm!!!






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it announce

hr neh...nokia da kua kan tpn baru dia E7, yg sgt menarik hati ku
smlm da survey harga nye, it was rm1995.oo
okey..sesape yg hardcore nokia sile grab it.



aku lak nak hold dlu bli tpn baru. ttibe ase mcm nak tunggu dapat as
hantaran. but not E7 lah. lps survey2. E7 gune OS symbian of kos.
sume tpn nokia OS dia kan symbian. wlo dia guna symbian^3, tp
menurut sumber ia still xley lawan android and ios [ OS tok iphone ].

sesape yg nk beli tpn baru,sile survey dlu, bkn pada rupa n harga semata2
juga spec and aplikasi nye. klo korg lbey kpada pgunaan software lam tpn tuh
sile survey the best OS yg korg mampu.
klo stakat nak ngendeng2 kat orang tpn korg tuh, xkesah la OS ap pn kan.

ap yg pasti, tepuk dada tanya la hati. ops...poket jgn d lupa kan lak.
till then..



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gelombang hidup

my life dis week mmg berbolak balik,
ngan g keje mcm tpaksa,
celcom lak lembab mcm siput khinzir wlo connection adalah 3G,
3G munyit ko klo nk bukak satu page pun siap ley bc her world ngulang2 lg...
sgt tensen sbb xley BW, FB and etc3... [my only entertainment bla kt umh]
teringin nk makan Japanese food, my lovey pn d jnji nk bwk then last minit x jdk
tensen sbb kedai bonda kt blakang opis da ttp, jd hr2 lunch kne mkn mahal
tensen gak bile saiyuki reload da abis tgk tp the series x complete, kne crk sambungan dia lg
wisau bila lil bro tepon ckp mak kat hosp, sebab lelah...
tmbah tensen bla tpn my lovey x dpt, slalu cm tu, if i need him....dia ilang.
nak ilang xkene masa!
tensen sbb da nak zuhur pn my lovey msh lom bgn.

tp alhamdulillah my mom xkne tahan kt spital.
 and alhamdulillah a task y my bos bg da complete within a week,
cma x ckp da siap sbb nt dia bg keje laen.
that was the shit!!!

so the solution, done it slowly...pretend  have lots of work to do,
even all them da siap.
hate it when my boss is so biased. it ok tho cos
one day i will chow from that opis.
dont ever underestimate me, i hate biased
hate it to the max

tensen...my life is all about pretending!!! [image by pakcik google]

p/s: my lovey always ckp y aku neh cry baby. it d only way aku suppress my feeling. aku akn nangis bile sedey, marah, kecewa, n x puas ht. tp xde la aku nangis bile gembira...tu da ultimate cry baby da tuh. lucky me...my lovey always noe how to cheers me back. hurm....
gambo cry baby pn nak yg cute aje, padahal sendiri nanges burok kot, hehehe..
as usual credits to mr.google








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Selasa, 1 Mac 2011

branded type???

saye suka barang2 branded???
hohohoho....
aku neh jenis pelik, aku x suka barang2 mahal
bg aku ia adalah membazir.
xde nikmat hidup kan aku neh???
ap bley buat...aku lg syg duit, kekekeke
tp yg xley blah, my lovey da ofer [ time sale ]
nk blanje and sometime byr half pn aku still xmo

 donno la why, 
pikir2...aku memang pelik,
pompuan mane xsuka barangan berjenama, 
but not 2 me, huhuhu..
eh...aku pn suke la,tp mst kne ngn taste aku,
xsume brg branded kne ngn taste ssorang.
n yg kne ngn taste aku mst la yg bharga murah,
hahahaha...[sengal]

ade skali, my lovey nk beli kan jam
sbb jam aku da rosak, nk2 bulan tue dia dpt bonus
tp xde la nk belikan jam branded kan...
bengkok la dia nnt..alamat 10 taun lg pn blom tentu cukup
saving tok kawen.
ktorg jln2 la ngusha jam.... tgk casio, tgk bonia [ngah sale]...
xmo lah!!!
dia suggest beli swatch, ok ikut!!
tp smpai kdai swatch aku heret dia masuk vincci
aku tnjuk satu jam, kompem nk yg itu
murah dowh!!!
dia tny ulang2, btol ke aku nak yg tu
yes my dear,
saye bkn materialistik, mentang2 bkn duit sndri
balun je abis2-an. nononono..
it not me at all...
erk..tp aku suka ngat kt jam titus, 
ala...yg solvil titus kebende ntah


aku bkn anti barang branded,
sape x suka kan.
aku cuma anti barang mahal.
bagi aku, lg bagus bli barang yang bkualiti ngn harga 
yang jauh lbey murah.
n one thing, aku bukan buta fesyen ok,
i noe what happen in fesyen world.
x mcm ssetengah orang, bli barang branded 
sbb nak menunjuk2 semata2 or just ngikut org je...
tp satu bnde pasal dunia fesyen pn xtaw..
[erk...aku pn bkn expert,tp aku taw la..
sbb woman and fesyen/beauty/bnde2 cantek cant be saperated].

aku ade la suka kt 1 beg neh.
brand ap tok sah cite lah sbb aku x kan beli.
but then my lovey ade ckp...'klo suka 
beli je la....xyah beli sume bnd nak branded tp skurang2 nye 
ade satu ok la.'
xnk la....beg aku cun melecun lg kot....siap my lovey yg bg lg
wlo xde brand tp tahan ap.

ade skali my lovey ade cakap nt nk kawen sng la
sume nak memurah, nak jimat...
x abes r duit dia cm neh.... 
aku balas la ckp kawen nt len kes
dia ckp ap taw.... ala, klo ayg nie..xkan nye la
hurm...ok2, kte tgk nt

aku sbnarnye bkn ap...if tue duit aku
aku mmg syg gile kat duit aku, nak pakai joli mmg syg
[tp klo bab2 makan aku xsyg, duit dok abis kt makan je]
but if tue duit dia.. alamak!!!
susah weh, aku x pndai nak kikis org, even org da offer.
huhuhu....

tp yg pasti, skang neh...aku nk beli
-wedges nichii [ design dia cute gile..meleleh air liur tgk]
tp tgk harga..meleleh air mata,
even bg org laen itu adelah sgt murah. bg aku...besa wo 
nilai dia!!!

-nak beli sandal dr.cardin, erk.aku x sure sandal tue
from dr.cardin or not but aku tnampak kt kdai dr.cardin
masa g bli sandal tok my lovey hr tuh. aku suka sebab klo x silap
aku rega dia murah.. lam 50 henget je kot.

-last nak beli sandal larrie- sbb sgt selesa n kt jusco ade sale
harap2 kasut tuh,ade lg kt situ.huhuhu.. my lovey soh
amek dia mau bayarkan, tp x smpai atie lak.
xpe2 tnggu bos bg gaji,

owh..pasal gaji neh wat aku nek hangin.
boss aku sgt sengal. n aku sgt xsuka bos aku
en.boss bile mau bg gaji ktorang???
awak tue da la bg cek, amek masa ktorg nk bank in
bg la cepat2 cket... awak x sayang pkeje ea???
lari kang baru taw...
susa mau dapat pkeje bdedikasi cm haku neh.
tp skang mmg ngah tpikir mau carik keje len pn.


lg teringat satu kesah. eye shadow aku tjatuh lm kete my lovey
bile dia nk bg blk dia ckp la... nie mekap mac tiruan ayg.
eh3...tiruan2 pn dia gak yg beli.
aku pn hangin la....ak cakap, 'abg yg beli kan,asal x beli yg ori jea hr tuh???'
dia kte, 'nk yg ori tnggu da kawen nt la'.
nak taw ap ak kata???
'da kawen nt ayg nk dior la, chanel ke, bobbi brown ke'
aku ingt dia akn ckp xleh [ayt faberet dia-tp last bli gak,ehe]
tp dia bilang, ' erm...da kawen xley wat ap la, tp kne pkai tok abg jea,'
'leeeee....xkan bli memahal nk pkai lam umh je????'
'xde la...time kua ngn abg la,'

ok...bbunga sekejap u....kekeke
tp............
aku xkan beli brg2 cm tue kot, plg kuat pn
revlon or mac je...
tue pn klo my lovey ms tue da kaya raya, hahahaahha.
klo x maybelline jo la yop.
ok, end of d story,
sng cite...aku x kan la kot, even boley bli...



p/s: sye da bli anime saiyuki reloaded..yeah3!!
mau beli skip beat, my lovey x bg... sowh bli len kali. :'(

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Ahad, 27 Februari 2011

a voice from my heart

this thing happen da lama
kekadang, this thing mganggu ktenteraman jiwa gak r
this is the voice deep down in my heart,
aku bkn jnis yg...shout out loud ap yg aku rasa
smpai kekadang...org akan pikir aku this type of person, or whateva
but that not really me..and i really hate people kritik2 sal aku
or give an assumption psl aku, sdg kan they dont know me better.
no one know me....

eh, termelalut lak...hihihi. back to the main story
wat pe nak pikir ap org ckp kan...
klo aku kawen ngn my lovey pn.. it bcos i love him as much as he love me
bkn sbb aku aku nak kawen, perlu kawen or kene kawen.
bcos i love him so no matter what happen after this is doesn't matter
erk..it does matter, but... i have him to be by my side as me to be his side
adoyai...english bterabur lagik...huhuhu

some people ad said this to me
' ish...bek ko pikir btol2 yan, ko nak kawen ke x ngn dia sblm tlambat,
nt da kawen da xley wat ap da, susah taw dok ngn mertua neh...nak2 dia ank sulong'
[warning: i want to used bad word..pls do not proceed if u dont want to read about it.]

WHAT THE HELL!!!! 
aku syg dia sbb aku syg dia
bkn nye
aku syg dia sbb aku nak pasangan hidup yang boley
memberikan aku segala2 nye.
erk....ok, mmg la...sape nak kawen tok susah kan..
sume org harapkn kebahagiaan.
ok betol...tp that kind of advice...
BETOL2 XLEY DITERIMA

kawen ngn sape2 pn..akn ade mertua gak kn
[kecuali kawen ngn anak yatim piatu]
mungkin aku blom kawen n taw masalah2 yg
bakal timbul mcm dorg ckp
tp..xpatut la bg nasihat cm tue...
awk da kawen....awk taw ap yg awk rase dlm alam rumah tangga
spatutnye awk nasihat cm ne..nak bbaik2 ngn mertua...
klo dduk ngn mertua..kne pndai jaga ht merua...
bukan suruh aku jgn kawen...
bodo nye nasihat...

lgpn...spanjang aku dok jmpa ngn mak bapak my lovey
dorg ok je....but then,
if in the future, ade msalah yg timbul
it because of me...bkn mertua
aku yg lack of everything...
xpndai masak,xtaw mgemas...suke men game...hehehe
n my lovey always reminds me that,
one day if we get married, what i need to do...
what i need to learn, mcm2 la...ap yg xley wat
owh...jgn tlalu manja, asek2 nk nangis jea...ehek

mmg klo ikut aku, aku xnak dok ngn mertua
tp bkn sbb aku x suka or ap...
tp sbb aku nak merasa hidup sbgai isteri...
but, my lovey nk dduk ngn family dia...
lg pn..dia ank sulung....n satu2 nye anak lelaki
dia mungkin ase yg itu tanggungjawab dia untk looked after
his parents, it ok with me...
siyes le...iklas dr hati. i dont mind...
so...jgn bagi nasihat yang mengarut tuh.. my lovey's family
is so important to him, sama gak mcm aku... my family is important to me
jd bile aku kawen ngn dia....i'm part of family too... n automatically
his family is also important to me...
kalo kne marah tue... bkn sbb mertua x suka or ap,
tp sbb kte salah. n disebabkan kite part of family...
dorg marah kte...tegur kte, treat us like their own child,
bukan disebabkan benci or else.

i really wish that they accept me as part of the family..
so, bley adik2 my lovey...bg keychain sbgai tnda ingatan 
[2nd sister blaja kt aussie, n bongsu blaja kt rusia].
aku btol2 gembira, sbb i've been acknowledged.
hu...ayat mcm salah jea... aku sgt2 gembira sbb dorg taw kewujudan aku...
huhuhu....wlo pn just keychain....ia sgt2 berharga,

n the new one was a keychain from his 2nd sister,
it was from sabah....
owh, my lovey nie jnis yg xtaw nak bg adiah kt org or nk surprise org 
when he have something for me... dia just letak je kt ats seat kete..
of kos la aku perasan kat...xkan aku nk lenyek je ngn bontot aku neh
bile aku tnye...ap neh... baru dia ckp it was for me...
my lovey ade tegur aku sbb aku ltk sume keychain tue kt kunci rumah
smpai berat gile da...dia sowh letak kt lain gak
but i dont want to loose them all...huhu
aku neh agk clumsy...so that the way tok x ilg kan bnde tuh....
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date o date

da lama gile ase x update blog neh
bz memanjang... 
n of cos weekend aku bz ngan anime,
wuhuuu..sonok, last week bli rozen maiden,
best cite dia, psl doll yg ade life spirit

they all are a doll, cute kan?? plg suka hinaichigo..a cry baby, tp cute [image from google search]

smlm beli louie the rune soldier, 
xbest sgt, but not so bad,

xbest sgt...tp bley la...since my lovey yg byrkan...hohohoh [image from google image]

esok tpikir nak g bli inuyasha or maybe ROD [since my lovey ade kursus kt ttdi,
bley sowh dia bwk p uptown jab, ngeh3]

smlm ingt nk g bukit cerakah,
da smpai da pn, n even da park kete da...
then my lovey tny, 'btol ke nk pg nie??? nk mkn kt mana?? rmai tol org.'
adeiii...aku da la cm was2 je nk masuk, dia lak menambah kan lg was2 aku
oh, btw..aku ad masak, bwk bekal la konon,
aku wat rendang ayam, sotong sumbat celup tepung and sayur goreng
not the fancy dishes since aku x bape pndai masak.
then, aku decide tok g mid jea. hurm....
tp singgah kt tasik s.alam makan dlu,
dlu ms blaja aku slalu masak n makan kt sana,
that bring back the memory. and smalam ktorg makan
exactly at the same spot, same table as usual
mcm taw2 jea ktorg nk pg sana, so meja tuh kosong
wlo pn sgt ramai org time tuh.

after mkn2, ktorg g mid, senang jea dpt parking,
since ktorg smpai sana baru kol 10 lbey... 
hehehehe...klo idak, ley dgr la my lovey mbebel2 kt sume keta2 yg ade
sighhh...my lovey do love membebel...
smpai2 kami tros rush ke...ke...
erm...ke....erkk.lupa, kt mid tuh tgv ke gsc ea??
haihh...wateva la, ktorg tkt org rmai de, so kne g bli tiket awl2
[slalu nye aku akn booked tiket siang2, tp xtaw nape smlm lpa lak,
mt lovey pn xde ckp pape pn sal tiket2 neh]
ktorg tgk i'm number 4,
layan dowh cite dia....besh3,
after abis tgk cite tuh my lovey da berangan2 da tgn dia ley kua
cahaya torchlight cm john tuh
sighh...my lovey mmg bperangai cm kanak2

owh ea, ktorg g lunch kt deli france,
aku mkn beef lasagna n peach tea iced,
my lovey had...grrr....lpa lg,
some of baked rice n coke, the food there is quite nice. 
ase nk makan salmon, tp xde lak lam menu dia... huhuhu
sadis tol, check kt tenet ade jea...

then, he want to buy serkup kepala,
xtaw la kne rasuk ngn ap...tp layan kn je la...
penat gile ngikut dia shoping...huhuhu
and me??
 i sort of ...'dont have feel to buy anything'
hohoho...english cm hampeh, senang cite ' xde mood nak shopping'
bkn xde duit nak mbeli
my lovey pn ade offer nk bli kan baju tok aku
but...i want a shoes from nichii
huhuhu....da pg nichii....tp kt situ xde jual kasut pn..
[ ke aku yg x jmpa cari???]
ade tberkenan kat one baju, my lovey sowh g try
n klo okey...dia nk blanja [ since aku looked down sbb xde kasut kt situ]
but i dont want to..huhuhu
oh ea...aku ade set an eyes on kasut nichii kt tc neh,
so ingt kan kat mid pn ade lah....cdey tol.

but i dont buy anything...nothing
after my lovey beli ap yg dia nak.. dia asked me
to chose the thing i want, ade tsuka kat jeans at erkk...
lupa lg...byk sgt folllow my lovey usha serkup dia.
g jusco...owh, jusco ade member sale... my lovey da excited srh aku grab
something sbb ngah sale...
huhuhu..ap ley wat, i'm not in a shopping mode.

then, tsuka lak kat kasut larrie [ byk tol tersuka]
my lovey sowh amek...tp xtaw nape...aku x ndak 
wlo da suka... siot je, owg da offer tuh!!!
huhuhu....kendian g kt belah harajuku nye baju..
belek...belek...belek...
grab 2 baju, g fitting room...look ok,
but...i throw it dalam bakul kt tepi blk fitting room tuh
xnak beli....xde hati nak beli...
klo shopping lam mood cm nie...xde nikmat bshopping lak ase nye
my lovey da bengang. tp aku wat muka blur je..
aku ajak dia blk. 

okeh...mau censored part gado2, huhuhu
xmau cite r...tp ak x bcakap gak r jab,
my lovey tny pn aku diam jek...sakit hati kot!!!
tp kehadiran bapuk sbelah meja ktorg mjernihkan keadaan
 [erk, ms nie ktorg kt kfc]
after mkn...wat pe gih, blk r...huhuhu




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